C. S.
LEWIS: GOD
AND ATHEISM
C. S. Lewis went
from being a convicted atheist to becoming the foremost apologist for
Christianity in modern time. His works have been read and appreciated for
decades by millions, and they continue to be a source of inspirations for a
great many.
"Lewis's interest in fantasy and mythology,
seen as contradictory to his professed atheism, especially in relation to
the works of
George MacDonald, helped to lead him from
atheism. In fact MacDonald's position as a Christian fantasy writer was very
influential on Lewis. This can be seen particularly well through this
passage in 'The Great Divorce,' chapter nine, when the semi-autobiographical
main character meets MacDonald in
Heaven:
- "...I tried, trembling, to tell this man
all that his writings had done for me. I tried to tell how a certain
frosty afternoon at
Leatherhead Station when I had first
bought a copy of Phantastes (being then about sixteen years old)
had been to me what the first sight of Beatrice had been to
Dante: Here begins the new life. I
started to confess how long that Life had delayed in the region of
imagination merely: how slowly and reluctantly I had come to admit that
his Christendom had more than an accidental connexion with it, how hard I
had tried not to see the true name of the quality which first met me in
his books is Holiness." (Lewis
1946,
The Great Divorce, London: Collins,
pp. 66–67)
Influenced by arguments with his Oxford
colleague and friend
J. R. R. Tolkien, and by the book
The Everlasting Man by
Roman Catholic convert
G. K. Chesterton, he slowly rediscovered
Christianity. He fought greatly up to the moment of his conversion...
After his conversion to theism in 1929, Lewis
converted to Christianity in 1931. Following a long discussion and
late-night walk with his close friends Tolkien and
Hugo Dyson, he records making a specific
commitment to Christian belief while on his way to the zoo with his
brother."
"My argument against God was that the
universe seemed so cruel and unjust. But how had I got this idea of just and
unjust? A man does not call a line crooked unless he has some idea of a
straight line. What was I comparing this universe with when I called it
unjust? If the whole show was bad and senseless from A to Z, so to speak,
why did I, who was supposed to be part of the show, find myself in such
violent reaction against it? A man feels wet when he falls into water,
because man is not a water animal: a fish would not feel wet. Of course, I
could have given up my idea of justice by saying that it was nothing but a
private idea of my own. But if I did that, then my argument against God
collapsed too--for the argument depended on saying that the world was really
unjust, not simply that it did not happen to please my private fancies. Thus
in the very act of trying to prove that God did not exist--in other words,
that the whole of reality was senseless--I found I was forced to assume that
one part of reality--namely my idea of justice--was full of sense.
Consequently atheism turns out to be too simple. If the whole universe has
no meaning, we should never have found out that it has no meaning: just as,
if there were no light in the universe and therefore no creatures with eyes,
we should never know it was dark. Dark would be without meaning."
C.S. Lewis, Mere Christianity. Harper
San Francisco, Zondervan Publishing House, 2001, pp. 38-39.
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