| C. S. 
    LEWIS: GOD 
    AND ATHEISM      C. S. Lewis went 
    from being a convicted atheist to becoming the foremost apologist for 
    Christianity in modern time. His works have been read and appreciated for 
    decades by millions, and they continue to be a source of inspirations for a 
    great many. 
 "Lewis's interest in fantasy and mythology, 
    seen as contradictory to his professed atheism, especially in relation to 
    the works of 
    
    George MacDonald, helped to lead him from 
    atheism. In fact MacDonald's position as a Christian fantasy writer was very 
    influential on Lewis. This can be seen particularly well through this 
    passage in 'The Great Divorce,' chapter nine, when the semi-autobiographical 
    main character meets MacDonald in 
    
    Heaven: 
      "...I tried, trembling, to tell this man 
      all that his writings had done for me. I tried to tell how a certain 
      frosty afternoon at 
      
      Leatherhead Station when I had first 
      bought a copy of Phantastes (being then about sixteen years old) 
      had been to me what the first sight of Beatrice had been to 
      
      Dante: Here begins the new life. I 
      started to confess how long that Life had delayed in the region of 
      imagination merely: how slowly and reluctantly I had come to admit that 
      his Christendom had more than an accidental connexion with it, how hard I 
      had tried not to see the true name of the quality which first met me in 
      his books is Holiness." (Lewis 
      1946,  
      
      
      
      The Great Divorce, London: Collins,
      
      pp. 66–67)  Influenced by arguments with his Oxford 
    colleague and friend 
    
    J. R. R. Tolkien, and by the book
     
    
    The Everlasting Man by
    
    
    Roman Catholic convert
    
    
    G. K. Chesterton, he slowly rediscovered 
    Christianity. He fought greatly up to the moment of his conversion...  
     After his conversion to theism in 1929, Lewis 
    converted to Christianity in 1931. Following a long discussion and 
    late-night walk with his close friends Tolkien and 
    
    Hugo Dyson, he records making a specific 
    commitment to Christian belief while on his way to the zoo with his 
    brother."   "My argument against God was that the 
    universe seemed so cruel and unjust. But how had I got this idea of just and 
    unjust? A man does not call a line crooked unless he has some idea of a 
    straight line. What was I comparing this universe with when I called it 
    unjust? If the whole show was bad and senseless from A to Z, so to speak, 
    why did I, who was supposed to be part of the show, find myself in such 
    violent reaction against it? A man feels wet when he falls into water, 
    because man is not a water animal: a fish would not feel wet. Of course, I 
    could have given up my idea of justice by saying that it was nothing but a 
    private idea of my own. But if I did that, then my argument against God 
    collapsed too--for the argument depended on saying that the world was really 
    unjust, not simply that it did not happen to please my private fancies. Thus 
    in the very act of trying to prove that God did not exist--in other words, 
    that the whole of reality was senseless--I found I was forced to assume that 
    one part of reality--namely my idea of justice--was full of sense. 
    Consequently atheism turns out to be too simple. If the whole universe has 
    no meaning, we should never have found out that it has no meaning: just as, 
    if there were no light in the universe and therefore no creatures with eyes, 
    we should never know it was dark. Dark would be without meaning." C.S. Lewis, Mere Christianity. Harper 
    San Francisco, Zondervan Publishing House, 2001, pp. 38-39.
 
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